-si.gadis-

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menjadi gadis itu memenatkan
menjadi gadis itu merimaskan
suatu kerja berat dan membeban
menjadi gadis yang ingin sendirian berjalan

keterlaluan berani akan dibenci
keterlaluan lemah akan dikeji
perlu gagah dan tak reti tewas
perlu kuat dihenyak dicantas


si gadis terus meluah hampa hati
perlakuannya salah serba-serbi
semakin keliru dengan mahu diri
si gadis soal "bagaimana lagi?"

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kita gadis memang sering menyongsang rasa
mana cinta, mana rasa, mana dia?
dengar sini, mahalkan air jiwa kamu
simpankanlah dan hulurkan hanya pada dia itu

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perlu tabah
perlu gagah
usah resah
usah goyah

ayuh gadis,
berhentilah kau menangis.

-tak.terubahkan

dalam keadaan aku bersujud tubuh sehingga terkebas setiap rongga;
aku meminta dia izinkan kamu untukku
aku merayu agar disudikan nafasmu milikku.

dalam terjasad aku bersimpuh terus sehingga tergamam setiap raksa;
aku memujuk dia datangkan kamu selalu
aku menyembah agar dihulurkan ikhlasmu setuju.

dalam suasana aku berduduk teguh sehingga terkeras setiap hirup;
aku menunggu dia hidupkan sepenuhnya
aku menangis agar dikasiankan mimpiku seikhlasnya.

dalam bayangan aku berlutut tegap sehingga terkemam setiap degup;
aku mengemis dia bagikan seredhanya
aku merengek agar diihsankan dirimu selamanya.

namun aku lupa;
dalam keadaan terjasad suasana bayangan aku bersujudsimpuh duduk-berlutut itu tadi,
telah tertulis atas awan berdakwat pekat likat kekal tak-terubahkan--

jodoh mati sesungguhnya--
wahai manusia, pendeta dan rakyat jelata;
telah siap hikayatnya.

mintarayulah,
pujuksembahlah,
tunggutangislah,
emisrengeklah;

--tak terubahkan.

i.am.meredith.grey

Waiting room is full of people who are full of hopes. She's the only one who looks like has giving up. She feels like maybe she's not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful is appreciating small victories. People say she should be thankful for the familiar things she knows. Somehow she feels maybe.. just maybe, she should be thankful for the things she never know. But for her, at the end of the day, the fact that she has the courage to still standing is a reason enough to celebrate.

-sa.sa-

Be Still My Heart - Wahai Hati, Kekalkanlah Pendirianmu

Be Still My Heart, yup, that's what I've been telling my heart.

It is actually an episode from ER series.

I only wanna tell you that. Be Still My Heart...

ALL ABOUT GIRLS

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind...
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
Love Is Beautiful

It's sweet. Isn't it?

Updated on 24/11: ALL OF THIS IS FULL OF BS!!! Hahahaha. I was sooo naive when I copied this. How can i believed all this? BS!

-The Only Exception-

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

-entri 5 sept-

5th September 2010 @ 26 Ramadhan 1431H
A date that I don't wanna forget
Hopefully this is it
Cuz I'm so tired of all the bullshits
Yes, I do have doubts
Isn't that good?
You can't really trust people
Cuz there's always a possibility
You are being lied to
Experience taught me that
And experience also taught me...that sometimes...
There's nothing wrong to love and be loved......again