Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.
You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day. Like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
~I hate love but I long for it~
love is horrrible...tak lah...sesuatu perasaan yg sangat menarik, indah, priceless
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babe.
ReplyDeleteagreed!
we build up all the defenses,
somehow we let that stupid person to break it..
and he breaks everything..
he left nothing for us to hold on..
penat!!
che wan,
ReplyDeletelove is supposed 2 b like evryting u said if it's not heartbreaking.yr story ends well but my story never ended well. if u were in my shoes, u'll know why i said it's horrible.
min,
kan...kita bina mcm2 tuk protect ht kita sbb kita tau betapa peritnya bila disakiti.
kita dgr stori dr gal2 len yg pnh lalui pe yg kita lalui, so kita dpt prepare diri kita spaya kita kuat,in case it happens 2 us as well.
tp,dat stupid person, dat one person, slalu sumhow dpt ceroboh masuk, and destroy evryting.
and left us hurt. sakit...sakit sgt.
i wonder derang tau x pe yg derang dh wat sbnrnya ~sigh~
what u give u get back...hmm
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